The post before this one. The Future letter post is one I wrote to my upline and friend, Kris. It is a vision letter meant to keep me motivated on the goal I have set forth. It is part of the purpose I feel I am seeking and moving towards. It is more reachable than it has ever been, but yet I still have the fear that accompanies it. I have been practicing my mantras:
I am good enough
People want to join my team because I am confident in my success
Business is flowing and my team is growing
I am healthy and fit
These are all things I continue to tell myself when fear and doubt knock on my door. It does help, but those negative thoughts still can find their way in. It truly drives me crazy! I recently hurt my back and have been unable to physically do the things I want to do. I am a person who likes to be on the move and when I walk, I listen to webinars and speeches about bettering myself and keeping my mindset positive. I have not been keeping up with these as much as I need to and I can tell.
I am sitting at my computer on a Monday morning 30 minutes away from my last day of a web course on Brain Training. It is frustrating to me how I can see success, but yet don't feel like I did enough to reach the goals I set for myself throughout the past 6 weeks. I need to move past this. I need to let go of that horrible F word and concentrate on the S words. Success AND surrender. Surrender to things that are out of my control. Surrender so I can have success without stress. It is this I will concentrate on today. Confidence in my success, NOT F*** of failure.